Wednesday, May 30, 2012

Fancy Stockings

Enodac Readers!  How is your week going?  Nice to have a short week isn't it?  Now that the weather is warm, we should be seeing a little more skin out there.  I wonder if the fancy stocking craze will continue.  Last year I was seeing a lot of this.  Some of the patterns were so fancy that it was distracting, I felt even taking away from what should be the main focus, the pretty girl and her lovely legs.  I like the more traditional stockings, love back seamed ones the best.  Even fish nets can be a bit too much at times, although they've grown on me over the years.  Anyway, I'm not gonna complain, I enjoy seeing people making stabs at fashion chicness, I think it's wonderful that people put effort and thought into what they wear.

I recall when I was in 5th grade or so that my teacher wore what I assumed at the time were black pantyhose to school one day.  Now that I think back, I wonder if they could have been stockings with a garter belt.  Hmm, that's a nice thought!  Anyway, I remember the gym teacher making some sort of comment, in a not subtle flirty way, to her about how her liked them.  She wore them a lot after that!  I wonder if any of the other kids noticed that or if it was just me being a future lingerie fanatic?!

Stream It

PM, I looked for the episode of "Don't Trust the B" that I mentioned last post.  It's still available for viewing on line, here's a link:

Monday, May 28, 2012

Krysten Ritter as the B

Maa' tzuula b'eetal Readers!  Did you have a nice extended weekend?  Hope you were able to do something naughty for yourself (or to yourself!).  Speaking of naughty, there's a new sitcom running named "Don't Trust the B*#$& In Apt 23".  The writing is just so so, but the costar Krysten Ritter is absolutely hilarious.  She plays the "B" in apt 23, an uninhibited person with seemingly no moral compass.  Of course if you had to live with someone like that in real life, you'd probably go insane or leave.  I've only seen a couple of episodes, but the last one I watched, we discover that there is a manga/ graphic novel based on her titled "Tall Slut, No Panties".  During the episode she puts on and removes her panties, something which as a lingerie fanatic, I enjoyed seeing a great deal!  Anyway, I hear the show is being renewed for a second season, so you should be able to catch the reruns if you haven't seen it yet.  Krysten is really the engine that makes this show run, without her it wouldn't work at all.

Looking at her, I'm sure that there are those who won't find her to be their cup of tea at all, but to me she has a naughty cuteness that is a turn on.  She kind of looks like what you'd get if Sela Ward and Anne Hathaway had a baby together.  For me attraction is part physical and part personality/mental.  She seems to have a good mixture of both.  I like how playful she is in these pics too, very cute.

Friday, May 25, 2012

Swingers, the New Norm?

Kahé Readers!  Ready to wrap up your week?  Got some good plans for the weekend?  Hope so.  In a similar post to my last one, I found a news story about swingers.  The article basically says that swingers are becoming more mainstream and that people in their 20's seem to be much more OK with it.  I was just talking about this the other day with someone (you know who you are), and so it seems especially poignant to me.  I feel that society is on the cusp of  loosening it's belt a bit.  Gay marriage is certain to become reality in the coming years and I feel open marriages and unmarried open couples will become quite normal at some point.  30 years ago, it would have been considered shameful for a woman to get pregnant and raise a child out of wedlock with no father, now people think nothing of it.  I think people are generally freer to do as they please and at some level happier because of it.  Anyway, have a look at the link, I couldn't find an embeddable copy so you'll have to click through to it.  It might go away soon too, so I suggest if you have any interest, take a look asap.

Wednesday, May 23, 2012

Mainstream Porn?

Hola Readers!  How's your week going so far.  I've been a little busy lately, and a little distracted too.  Don't you love it when you happen across some sexy article in a mainstream spot, somewhere you didn't expect to see it?  I spotted this article about great sex scenes from movies and thought people who read my blog would be interested to see the list.  I recognize quite a few, although I don't agree with all of them and there are many that I don't recognize at all.  There's a few I'd add to the list also, but maybe I'll save that for another day.

I guess it's that naughty element that makes seeing a good sex scene in a mainstream movie so hot.  After all if you really wanted to see sex, you could just go out and get some porn and the whole thing would be sex.  Sharon Stone was so hot in Basic Instinct, she really knew how to work the camera.  I doubt anyone who saw that movie could not have been at least somewhat turned on by the time they left the theater.  The scene with Jeanne Tripplehorn was probably the hottest in the movie, when Michael Douglas unleashes his sexual frustrations on her.

So what movies turned you on?  Ever seen Wild Things?

Monday, May 21, 2012

Mayap Ayabak Readers!  How was your weekend?  Anybody see the eclipse?  I did, pretty cool stuff if you were able to catch it.  Today I thought I'd write a little about balance.  As regular readers of this blog know, I have a pretty strong libido.  In order to keep my mind clear and productive, I need to keep a pretty regular schedule of, umm, self relief if ya know what I mean.  Sometimes, I like to toy with this a bit though to keep things interesting.  The longer I forgo release the more intense it gets when it does happen.  The problem with going too long without release is that my mind starts to get whacky (no pun intended).  I start to get kinkier and kinkier thoughts.  Sometimes this can be a good thing as it makes me explore something new, something I might not have thought to try when my brain was in it's normal state.  The libido really is a second mind and is strong enough to take control of you if you're not careful.  I guess I'm lucky in that my proclivities are not something negative or harmful to others, just playful fun.  Anyway, the longer the periods between release the farther down the rabbit hole I go.  Thinking maybe it's time for a little excursion to horny town; down the tunnel I go!

Friday, May 18, 2012

Dim All The Lights Sweet Baby

As you probably already heard Donna Summer is gone.  If Aretha is the Queen of Soul, then Donna was The Disco Queen.  If you could put one face to the disco era it most likely would be hers.  What better person could you have picked, she was beautiful, sexy and had an unbelievable set of pipes that would dang near melt the microphone.  I read that she had been into excess of everything, drugs etc.  She finally got herself straight at some point.  She definitely left her mark on the music world.  We'll miss you Hot Stuff, RIP.

Wednesday, May 16, 2012

A History of Sex

The other Fred, publisher of several other blogs I read, did a recent post about the history of his masturbation.  For whatever reasons, I found it fascinating.  Perhaps because I think I shared some part of his story, and beyond that I think most men share in it as well.  I thought it would make an interesting post here if i did a similar background story.  I intend to be completely honest and open in telling my story.  Some of this may bore you and other parts will be downright unsexy, but I feel they need to be told so you can have a complete picture of my history.  Even with the anonymity of the internet protecting me, I still feel some fear in doing this.  In fact I can't really think of another time when I felt so much trepidation at making a post, perhaps this is too close to me, too intimate and raw.  So with a deep breath; here I am naked to all.

Let's see, I can definitely recall as a small child discovering that my cock was very sensitive and could be a source of physical pleasure.  I remember rubbing it on soft things, like stuffed animals or my blanket.  Years later of course I discovered the orgasm.  I had my first orgasm before I could even produce cum (or knew what it was).  I recall hiding out in the bathroom and masturbating to a powerful orgasm, where it seemed every muscle in my body was contracting and pulsing.

From that day on, orgasms became my drug of choice.  I would look forward to cumming every day after school.  Living in a big city, there is was an abundance of liquor stores where I would be able to purchase or sometimes steal a porno mag.  I also found a few sticking out of mailboxes on my paper route (sorry whoever you were).  My buddy at the time got his hands on a bag of porn once and I remember splitting the contents with him.  The magazines in it were old and lot of the pics were actually black and white, but I didn't care, it had nice pics of naked pretty girls.  I was hooked on porn and jacking off!  A lot my friends and classmates were experimenting with drugs or getting into their parents liquor cabinets, but not me, I chose the orgasm as my escape.

Even as a child I can recall being strongly attracted to females; teachers, my friends mothers and sisters etc.  I think I got my first Playboy in maybe around 5th grade or so, swiping it from a small corner store near my house. I do remember checking out my friend's dad's old Playboys in his garage and reading the Penthouse forum stories from a magazine another friend had found somewhere.  At the time I didn't understand half the stuff that was said in the stories, but it turned me on anyway.  Sometimes I'd go over to my friend's house and he'd show me his perverted stuff, porno mags and such.  I remember one time when there was three of us over there and we went in his room individually to supposedly jerk off, don't know why.  I didn't do it, but said I did to go along with everyone else.  Thinking back it was kind of weird actually, but I suppose it was just kids exploring their sexuality.

My first panties were a royal blue satin string bikini with a lace trim edge that I found on my paper route one day.  I must have been in 8th grade then.  I stuffed them in my pocket and when I got home I took them out and examined them closely.  It turned me on immensely having those.  I fantasized about the woman they belonged too ( I had no idea whose they actually were).  I remember I washed them in the bathroom sink, then dried them in front of the heater vent in my room.  I also remember trying them on and rubbing my cock on them as I jacked off to porno mags.  It was a major turn on thinking about my cock being where her pussy had been.  The physical sensation of the soft materials caused an escalation of my sexually, brought me to a higher level if you will.

In high school, I was still going to the liquor stores and getting porn.  My friends and I joked about jacking off as we still do now, it's an endless source of jokes for guys for pretty much your whole life it seems or at least mine so far.  My friends would occasionally bring a porno mag to school to show off.  I had done it too when I was younger, but I don't recall doing this in high school as I probably was too embarrassed to share.  Perhaps it was too personal, too revealing about what turned me on to be open about it, or maybe I didn't want others to know I was a raging hornball who jacked off.  I was extremely turned on by some of the girls at school, but I don't think I ever jacked off to fantasies about them, porn was always the thing that got me off.

This is about the same time when I saw my first porno movie.  I was probably in 8th or 9th grade at the time.  Someone's older brother had some pornos and we watched them at my friend's place.  I was fascinated and hooked immediately.  It would be a while before I actually got my own porno movies to watch though as there was no VCR in my house to play them on.

I lost my virginity in high school to a girl in the next grade up.  Although she wasn't a virgin, she was very innocent and very cute/pretty, the daughter of a minister.  She eventually moved away and that was the end of that.  Sex with her was very basic and not adventurous at all, but at that point in life you ain't gonna be complaining and quite frankly, although I wanted to do more, I really didn't know what I was missing yet.  Stupidly, we didn't even use protection so I'm lucky I didn't knock her up.  I remember leaving a cum stain on her car seat once and she told me that her mom spotted it and asked what it was, then she put some spit on her finger and tried to rub the stain out.  LOL!

Later, I liked a girl and somehow ended up with her friend (something that seems to be a recurring theme in my life).  The girl I liked was really cute and pretty, a petite thing.  The friend was not as pretty, but still attractive and had a great body, but she wasn't really my type.  She had been knocked up by her first boyfriend, a real prick, before I had known her, so she had some bad hang ups.  I think she worried about being seen as a slut.  She'd had an abortion and there were complications and she'd ended up having to go to the ER while on a trip with her friend and her friend's parents found out.  It was a big mess.  I always felt bad for her about that.

Sadly, I never really felt like I was in love with her, although I tried to convince myself otherwise many times.  Eventually, the writing was on the wall and I tried breaking up with her, but she was stuck to me like glue.  I finally broke it off after a long time and several attempts.  I never looked back when she and I parted.

Her parents had their own business that was barely above water, so they were working most of the time.  This allowed us to fuck after school, a lot.  It was with her that I finally got to do more of the things I'd seen in porn and read about.  Different positions, etc, but she still wouldn't go too far, probably worrying I'd think she was a slut.  If only she'd known that that was exactly what I wanted, a person who was fearless in bed, willing to go to any lengths in pursuit of pleasure.  I used to shower at her house after the deed and sometimes would end up wearing her panties home.  It turned me on a little but not like it would later in life.  She mostly had practical cotton panties, so that was probably a big part of why they didn't turn me on as much as they could have.  At this point in life I was definitely aware of sexy and non sexy lingerie.  She did own a pair of mauve colored satin and lace panties, probably the only really sexy pair of panties she owned and I used to request she wear them for me. Of course during our courtship, I continued my masturbation as well.  Looking back later I realized that at some point when things were over I may have been using her as a masturbation device, not caring so much about her pleasure, just wanting to get off.  It wasn't something I'd done on purpose at all, or maybe I just imagined it happened that way now.  Either way, I learned from that experience and try to always be conscious of my actions and not do that to any girl I'm with, always make it a shared experience, mutual pleasure if you will.

Just after high school, I got a delivery job.  It paid well and the manager was really friendly.  The guy gave me tons of attention and wanted to hang out with me off hours.  This is gonna sound completely stupid, but one night at his place I literally drank the koolaid.  He gave me some koolaid which unbeknownst to me was laced with something that got me messed up.  Then the asshole shoved his hands in my pants and felt me up.  I didn't resist.  I didn't know what to do.  I guess I'm lucky nothing else happened.  I quit the job the next day; for some reason I actually walked in and quit, what an idiot I am, anyone else would have just not shown up ever again, but not me.  It fucked with my head for a long time and took away my sex drive completely.  I didn't want sex from anyone.  I was angry, scared, freaked out and felt violated.  This is probably the first time I've ever really talked about it in any detail.  I've only told this twice, to two girlfriends and even then not with much detail.  They were understanding, but sometimes I wish I hadn't told them for fear that they might tell someone else.  I still feel weak and stupid for having let this happen to me.  If I hated molesters and rapists before this, my hatred and anger toward them grew ten fold.  I know I shouldn't blame myself, but for a man especially, this is extremely degrading.

In college I met the girl I probably should have married.  She was wonderful and made every second I was with her pure gold.  Oddly, once again, our relationship came from my ambitions of dating her room mate who was super hot and cute.  The room mate liked me, but this girl was crazy for me and I ended up with her.  I was glad when we were together though, she was very pretty, but not as overtly sexy as her room mate was, more girl next door pretty.  She won me over big time.

On the TV show "The Wonder Years", the mean older brother Wayne tells Kevin in perhaps his only tender moment, that the girl he loved made him a better person than he ever could be by himself.  I understand what he meant because that is exactly what she did for me. It might sound corny, but she really completed me.  I think that she was my first and only true love.  It most likely would not have worked out with her anyway, as I was a different person then, or at least I handled things differently then and I think I wasn't mature enough at the time to have been married.  During our time together, we had great chemistry, sexually and otherwise.  She made me laugh a lot and put me at ease.  She had an adventurous side and would rent porno movies at the video store (using her dad's rental card!).  She also enjoyed looking at my porno mags, although I still felt ashamed of them and hid them from her too.  Strange how hard it is to get rid of guilt and trust completely.  I guess, some part of me was still afraid that she'd leave if she knew how horny I was inside.  During the week I shared my place with a room mate, but the weekends were ours.  She lived at home with her parents, so she'd go home at night.  I'd often be unsatisfied and go down to the liquor store to get some porn and jack off after she'd left.  She used to buy sexy panties and lingerie because she knew how much I liked it and would even give me her used panties sometimes.  For a panty freak like me that was like getting crack!

Later, after I'd graduated, I moved back to my parents house in another city and was working a job that didn't really pay enough to make a living off of.  Eventually, she broke it off, the long distance thing was hard to maintain, but her still being in school made it harder, for her anyway, as I'm sure there were lots of guys around who wanted to date her.  I can't blame her for that, but it did hurt me deeply that I was without her and that she could think of me as disposable.  I thought of her as my best friend as well as my girlfriend, so it was quite a loss for me.  I guess that's when my panty and lingerie obsession started or blossomed I should say.  I began to buy and even wear panties.  The materials felt so good on my cock.  I started having intense marathon jack off sessions lasting hours and hours.  I longed for alone time when no one would bother or interrupt me and I could spend time in my panties, pleasuring myself.  I would edge myself to the brink of orgasm time and time again, hour after hour.  My cock would twitch and jerk as it tried cumming, maybe a small spurt or some precum would get out, but not until I was dog tired and had to surrender to the clock did I allow myself to cum.  The orgasms were pure bliss, intense, blinding and during my sessions, I didn't have a care or problem in the world, there was only the intense pleasure enveloping my body and insulating my brain from anything but physical pleasure.

I've dated different women after that of course.  None of them really did it for me fully though.  I started to figure out if things would work out between us early on and quickly.  Maybe it was just me being afraid to take a chance on someone, but I seldom felt much spark for these girls, and I've never allowed myself to open up to any of them.  I wouldn't play games, they always knew where I stood with them.  Once in a while I would hit it off with someone, but usually those girls were in committed relationships or married so those had little chance of going anywhere.  I find married women to be easiest to talk to as they tend to be more relaxed and open minded as they don't seem to have an agenda as much as a single girl would.  Again perhaps this was my way of keeping myself single.  Of course being an intensely shy person hasn't helped me much either.  It's become rarer for me to reach out to women as I've grown used to being on my own.  My friend's wives and GF's at some point always seem to ask me why I'm not married or have a steady GF.  I really don't have an answer for them.

So, that's my history more or less.  There's more to it and I'm sure I forgot to put some stuff in, but those are the bullet points, milestones, if you will.  It's funny to think that you out there now know more about my sexual history than any person who actually knows me.  Maybe you are the ones who really know me and not the other way around.  I hope you can still respect me after all that you've read.

Monday, May 14, 2012

It's Monday!  I had some time over the weekend to hit a couple of stores.  I went to Frederick's, VS, JCP and F21.  Didn't buy anything though, just browsed.  I was a little disappointed and at the same time glad that I actually didn't find anything this time.  Disappointed because I would have liked to have found something new or a bargain at least.  Glad because I didn't just waste my money on something I wasn't crazy about.  There was a micro skirt in hot pink that caught my eye at Fredrick's, but it was a little too pricy and I figured at this point I can only really buy something if it's either cheap or very different from anything else I already own. 

As I've said in the past, I probably own more lingerie than most women do, panties at least.  Funny thing, I think of lingerie as something special, but not all people are the same. I'm sure there are plenty of women out there that think of their undies as nothing more than utilitarian items, something not to be treasured, but used and disposed of when worn out.  Of course these are probably the same people who would seek comfort and affordability above all else and would most likely select the most boring and unsexy panties around.  I can sort of understand how men can buy and get away with boring and unsexy underwear, but (and I know this is a double standard) I don't think a woman should do the same, not when there is such a myriad of choices out there, from cut and style to fabric and materials, patterns, and textures.  Lingerie is a way to celebrate life and being a sexy person, even if no one in the world will ever see you in it (although this would be a terrible waste).  Do it for yourself, celebrate YOU and when you feel good, others will take notice and the sexiness shall infect their brains and you will be irresistible to them (or at least a whole lot more attractive).

The picture above was pilfered from the Stocking Addiction tumbler page of Gordon Pym.  Click on the pic for a larger version (better for your enjoyment).

Friday, May 11, 2012

Mainstream Porn Addiction

I was watching the news the other night and they ran the story you see below about porn addiction.  It got me wondering or maybe I should say wondering again if I have a porn addiction.  I'm sure to some people, I do, but to the vast majority, I'd think not.  I really enjoy porn and thinking about sex, but wouldn't say I spend an inordinate amount of time on it though, at least not a lot more than others probably do.

Coincidentally, I've actually been working on a sister post recently about my own sexual history, where it all began, early recollections, etc.  What led me down this path to the place I am now.  Maybe this is something interesting to others or maybe it's boring and no one will care to read it, I don't know.

Porn, masturbation, sexuality, these are things I enjoy and explore for pleasure, I enjoy them, they do not own me.  So even though I probably spend a good part of my leisure time in this area, I don't think it's an addiction.

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Wednesday, May 09, 2012

Sneek Peek at the Beach

Now that the weather is getting hot, I went to the beach to enjoy some sun last weekend.  There was a group of people there, one of which was a pretty girl in her early 20's.  She had on a bright pink bikini and had a very nice body.  B cup breasts, nice hips and butt.  They sat right in front of me and much to my delight, she kept bending over forward at the waist and her bikini bottom was pulled tight over the contours of her nether regions.  I could clearly see her womanhood.  It was the clearest view I think I've ever seen in public.  I had to cool it because I was actually starting to get aroused, and that would have been embarrassing in public.  I was with a couple of my friends, but I kept it to myself, even though they would have enjoyed it too.  They tend to be not as subtle as me and probably would have given it away.  It's entirely possible that she was doing this for my benefit as she had checked me out as she passed me before picking her spot.  Being extremely shy though, I didn't approach her.  It was a nice visual treat for me and hopefully a thrill for her as well.

PS: Been having problems posting pics from the new interface.  After choosing the images I want, I have to try and post them several times before it works.  Anyone else experiencing this?

Monday, May 07, 2012


Ehlen Readers!  How was your weekend?  Hope it was a good one.  Want some new clothes, but can't crack that wallet open right now?  Want to get some free shopping money then?  If you go over to Slip Of A Girl blog, she's currently running a contest where you can win a hundred smackers toward shopping at ShopBop an online clothes seller.  I checked out the store and they have some very nice lingerie, clothes and shoes for sale.  Some of the stuff is pretty pricy though, so that hundred bucks would be a nice help toward your purchase.  I found the garter belts pictured above there one being a CK and the other Niki, would love to add either to my collection.

Friday, May 04, 2012

New Shoes

Allo Readers! It's Friday...Yay! And what better way to celebrate, than with Foot Fetish Friday? Are you foot crazy? I've been growing more and more into this area lately, from previously being neutral or oblivious to feet at all. In fact, I've been digging it so much I decided to get myself a pair of shoes for myself.

Pictured above is a pair of my brand spankin new stiletto heels. They feature a shiny black patent leather finish (although it's faux not real leather). The heels are three and a half inches high, something totally foreign to me and are taking a while to get used to. The only complaint I have about them so far is that the buckles are not finished as smoothly or refined as I would prefer, so they seem to scrape the leather as it's fed through them. My worry is that it will eventually ruin the finish on the straps, so I've tried to be extra careful while putting them on or off.

My goal with these was just for use during fun time at home. To that end, they've been great. They feel super sexy to wear, and I totally get why women love these things despite the obvious downsides of wearing such high heels. I've tried them in both bare feet and wearing silky stockings and both seem to feel great. I do prefer to see my stockinged feet in them though, I think it looks sexy. One thing I did notice though was that my feet tend to slide forward in the shoe leaving a gap behind my heels and my toes hanging over the front part. Not a big deal though for me since I don't really walk around much in them anyway.

Somehow having your feet angled like that seems to enhance the pleasure while stroking oneself, or at least it did for me. Maybe it's slightly tilting the pelvis or something? Anyway, huge turn on and got me off good while I was wearing them. I actually get turned on thinking about wearing them now! I know, I'm sick in the head, but what can I do?

So what do you think of them? What if I told you they were less than $15, total? Can you believe that? You probably already guessed, but yes, I got them at Pho-eva Twen tee wun, which is starting to become a regular shopping spot for me lately. Uh oh. ;^) Well, have a great weekend!

Wednesday, May 02, 2012

Amber Lancaster

Koe Kia Readers! How is your week going? Well, you've made it to the beginning of yet another month so you deserve a little treat.  How about a Maxim hottie video to get your motor revved?  This one features Amber Lancaster, a former "Home Town Hottie" girl from that mag whom I'm sure you'll approve of.