Insect

Insect. Is that what I am? Nothing more than a primitive creature, little more than a beating heart and nervous system? This morning I was accosted by a mosquito. Despite my free hand swatting it away, it continued its futile attempts at using me as a food source. It did make me think, of how my own lust mirrors so precisely this same innate yearning. Oh how I hunger for pussy, wet and moist, just as this little mosquito hungers for blood. And blood is the only thing that will satiate it's hunger, pussy is the only thing that will satiate mine. My proboscis stands out waiting to slide into it's intended target, it's ultimate goal to pump it's seed deep within, pulsing as it does so, as if by a tiny heart located within it's stiffness. My mind is blank, drawn to pussy like a moth to flame. Men will give up anything for pussy, risking injury or even our lives just like the little mosquito.

Four Weeks!!

Welcome Readers! Today marks a monumental occasion! It's now been FOUR weeks since I last shot a load of cum. Although it's a couple days short of an actual calendar month, what d'ya say I just go ahead and give myself credit for a month anyway? And so it is, that the countdown to cumming has begun. Yes, the hour of ejaculation grows near my friends. And how should the end of this journey be marked? Not by some simple jack off, no. It should be glorious, amazing and memorable. What to do then? Well, I have a plan in mind and todays pictures should clue you in. I've invited some of my lovely female readers to have a personal part in this special event, one I guarantee will not be forgotten. My hope is that they will cast aside any self reservations and send me a pair of their used panties to sniff while I'm milking my man muscle dry. Ladies, does the thought of me getting off to your personal scent turn you on? I'll be waiting to hear from you!

Idle Thoughts

Welcome Readers! How are you all? Our model of the day is Cassia Riley from Penthouse. Do check out their website if you get a chance, they have excellent photography. Well, I survived another weekend of stroking and teasing. I had yet another close call followed my a milky urination. Does that count as cheating? This time I actually could see and feel some globs of jism as it came out in my pee. Don't worry, my balls are still very full, bursting really. And how long has it been class? Twenty six days and counting. And now, off the top of the ol' noggin, a ribald tale of carnal delight (part one).

She stood there, legs parted, standing on four inch platform heels, the definition of sex itself. The cool night air felt good on her hot, moist pussy. She'd been longing for some attention all week. I knelt down between her legs, my hands gliding up and down over the silky thigh high stockings, massaging, rubbing, turning up the heat. Her shaved cunt was aching for my mouth and she let me know it, arching her back so her perky tits jutted out, nipples pointing up to the sky above, her ass melting into the my hands. I looked up and saw pure lust in her eyes. Her hands reached down as polished, manicured nails flicked gently at her nipples. My hands joined hers, squeezing at those lovely breasts so that her nipples were even more accessible to her finger tips. She let out a low moan as her hands slid down her body and onto my shoulders. She massaged the muscles there, she felt my tension. Her hands worked to my neck, pausing to again massage the taught muscles before making their way to the back of my head. She ran her fingers through my hair, I turned my head and kissed her hands gently. I put my face on her soft firm belly and smelled her perfume, my hands still kneading her breasts, rolling her nipples between my fore fingers and thumbs. She urged me forward, guiding my head toward her womanhood. Please baby, I need your mouth, your tongue, your love. I tease her and resist, my hands now on her amazing, firm ass, pulling her cheeks apart. She can feel her pussy slightly parting as I work her ass cheeks open and closed. Oooohhh baby, please take me, she pleads, her hands now trying to push my head forward into her. I raise up slightly so that my lips meet her lower belly. I kiss it gently while my hands continue to massage her ass, finger tips edging closer to her dripping cunt. I stand up and hold her tight. Our bodies pressed up against each other, my fully hard member pointed at the ceiling, pressed firmly against her pelvis. She wriggles her chest, rubbing her tits against me. Our hands massage each other's asses, I lick my finger and rub it at her little asshole. She jumps with excitement rotating her pelvis forward, then titling her ass back so far her pussy must have been fully exposed from behind, ass up like a beautiful doe. My fingers make their way forward to her pussy. I trace the outline of her slit, fingertip gliding along on her natural lube. Her hips mirror the motion, her head tilts back as she grooves to the sensations. My mouth kisses her neck, nose buried in her soft hair, mmm, gentle smell of perfume. My hands follow the curve of her back, tracing the little canal up the middle as I drop slightly to gain access to her breasts, sucking and nibbling at her hard, sensitive nipples. She reaches down, one hand from the front one from behind as they meet at her pussy. She rubs around her engorged clit with her fingertip while the other hand is fingering her pussy. The sensations become overwhelming and she cums, the first of many orgasms tonight. I like to fuck with the lights on, she knows this and takes advantage of my weakness to her smooth shaved pussy, parting herself with her hands. I can take no more and devour her, my mouth cupping her entire vagina. I rest my tongue against her slit and hold it there firmly, working it slowly. Her hands return to her tits, hips rocking gently to my tongue fucking. It's not long til her second cumming, her knees weaken under the intense waves of pleasure, she can barely balance in her whore shoes.

More to Cum!

Three Weeks!

Valkommen Readers! If you read my post yesterday, then it's probably no big surprise, but today marks three weeks since my last cumming. Twenty one days folks! How much longer will this go on?

In other news, guess who was a BAD boy recently? OK, that was too easy, yeah yours truly. I was at a friend's place having supper the other night. After dinner, I found out that his room mate's dog was in one of the spare rooms of the apartment, penned up. I'm a sucker for animals, so I went in to give the dog some pats on the head and closed the door behind me so he wouldn't get out. He was pretty happy to see a friendly face. Anyway, while I was petting the dog, I noticed right there next to me was a laundry basket. Oh boy, the curiousity got the best of me. I could see what looked like a thin wasitband in one corner. Could it be? I listened to make sure no one was coming and quickly leaned over to get a better look. My eyes did not deceive me, it was indeed a pair of thong panties. Again I listened to see if the coast was clear, then feeling somewhat safe, I reached over and took the panties out. Stretchy cotton Victoria's Secret thongs, the "Pink" line to be exact. Not my favorite, but heck, beggars can't be choosers right?! Anyway, I carefully went hamper diving and found no less than five pairs of panties. Four were of the pink line, but one was an "Angels" line nylon panty. It was exquisite, floral piping ran up the front panel, the waist and leg openings had no thick line of elastic, the material simply ended there with a very thin stitching. They were like a delicate lavender colored flower. I brought them to my nose and enjoyed the faint scent, a mixture of perfume and pussy, mmm. I had to be careful as the door was not locked and the floors are carpeted, so someone could easily enter the room at any moment. I nervously stuffed the panties into my pocket. Not all of them, just the Angels one, the others I had carefully placed back into the hamper. Oh how I wanted those panties. I thought about taking them, then put them back. Then I put them back in my pocket. Then I put them back. Three maybe four times this happened. The owner of the panties is a statuesque Asian beauty, five feet ten inches tall, slender with perky tits and ass. The lips of her mouth pout so perfectly, seemingly made for the act of kissing and more. You can imagine my dilema, what does a panty addicted perv like myself do in such a situation? Especially with my mind not in it's clearest state right now (no doubt due to the overflowing trapped sperm swimming up into my cranium). The dog watched as the panties went back and forth from the hamper. Alas, in the hamper is where they stayed. Do the right thing, I told myself, inhaling her scent one last time before dropping her heavenly soft silky panties back in the basket.

RRrrrruffflles!!!!!!!!!!

Howdy Readers! How are my peeps doing? You all know what a ruffled panty does to me right? Today's pic comes from Met-Art, a high end site. I've got to say, they do know their art over there. The pictures featured on the tour pages are mind boggling. I am not a member, but if I was to spend my hard (no pun intended) earned cash on a site, this would be a top contender. As for the panty, mmmmm!!! Those delicate ruffles around the waist and leg openings are simply divine! And the sheer panel? Scrumptious!

Well, the journey continues on. It's now been twenty days since my last milking. My balls are noticeably full of cum. You can just feel it in there when you touch them (well if you were here and were an attractive girl and touched them). ;^) Even sitting in this chair right now, I can feel my full balls pressing against the chair and my thighs! I've been stroking my poor cock a lot too. Yesterday I almost had a repeat of the other day. The feeling was getting super intense, but I was able to stop myself before I got too close. Luckily I've had a lot to do lately and it's been taking my attention away from my need to cum. Actually, part of all this was to rearrange priorities so that the cumming would become numero uno on the list, but there always seems to be something else that needs dealing with. So that's the latest for now, see ya soon.

A Close Call

Hola Readers! How was your weekend? Hope you all had a horny good time. My ongoing saga of no O continues. Yes, that's right I actually made it through the weekend without blowing my wad! It's been eighteen days now. Saturday I had a pretty close call. I had an opportunity to wear my new Victoria's Secret garter belt and some silky nylon stockings around the house so I was pretty horny. I was teasing my poor cock all morning and finally around mid afternoon, I was on a razor thin edge of letting go. I kept stroking and stopping, stroking and stopping. I told myself I'd better stop because I was getting so close, but I just couldn't, the pleasure was too intense. Finally, I felt a powerful orgasm one stroke away and I had to grab myself really hard to stop it. My poor cock was left twitching in the air, for quite some time I might add. I think it was hoping to get one last touch so it could unload my balls. Actually the next time I took a leak, the pee was kind of cloudy and it foamed on the surface of the water. Probably some cum that made it's way out somehow.

Two Weeks!!

Greetings readers! Break out the champagne, I made it to the two week mark! Yes, that's right, today marks two weeks since my last release. To recap for the new people, the idea in doing this wasn't to turn off my libido, but to turn it up to 11 (on a scale of 1 to 10). In acting toward that goal, I have been using my free time to sexually tease myself, either physically or through intense visual stimulation with porn. I've watched some porno movies etc and come pretty close to the big O, but never gone over the edge. My libido is very much elevated throughout the day, but I still haven't achieved the full experience as I remember it from past denial periods. How long will this all go on? Now that I've reached the two week marker I imagine it may become quite extreme from here on out. I don't have any particular plans of when to end the abstinence, I guess I'll try and wait and see where it takes me (or maybe how much I can take).

In other panty news, have a look over at A Slip of a Girl for her latest posting. She brings up an interesting topic. Are cutesy panties actually pedophilia? As one of the worlds biggest haters of pedophiles, I happen to disagree. Let me get this straight with you all, I have no tolerance of pedophiles at all. I can see her point and appreciate her fear, but in this age of political correctness, we seem to be taking everything way too seriously. She is correct that we should be guarding against pedophiles, but I think persecuting companies that make cute panties is going too far. I've written here many times about how the naughty school girl outfit is a huge turn on for me. I'm not sure what it is about it that turns me on, but I'm one hundred and ten percent sure it ain't because I'm a sick pervert who prays on kids. Our country has definitely taken a step backwards in some areas. I think that at some point it was OK (normal even) for men to fantasize about sexy high school cheerleaders and now if a guy admitted to that, he'd be branded a pervert. Case in point, the x rated film Debbie Does Dallas was one of the best selling/rented porno movies ever. This was a story of high school/teenage cheerleaders (played by adults of course). I believe it was made back in the 70's or 80's, but I doubt they'd be able to make such a movie now. Does that mean that everyone who watched that movie is a pedophile? I doubt it. Where do we draw the line? I think we all need to lighten up and relax a bit, it's supposed to be fun.

A New Addition

Welcome Readers! Well, it's now been twelve days since my last full release and believe me the train is picking up steam now. All my thoughts are now starting to blur into dirty thoughts. It seems like everything is a turn on right now. And as predicted, my horniness has triggered a new purchase for my lingerie collection, a garter belt. Yeah, somehow, the idea of owning another garter belt was too much for me to take and I bought it despite the fact that I don't need it at all. I actually have a few garter belts already which I just love, so I doubt I'll regret the purchase after the big release. Yeah, looks like the twelfth day was the turning point for me this time between normal horniness and hyper horniness. My cock has been getting a lot of play time and secret touches here and there. The jittery feeling in my balls is now almost constant too. I watched some porn on DVD too while I stroked myself silly, brought myself to the edge, but was able to stop myself just short of release! You all would have been so let down if I gave in, I just couldn't do it. LOL, imagine if a guy came from the past in a time machine and discovered what people write about on their blogs!

Mini Milestone

G'day readers! How was your weekend? Mine was pretty busy; which made it a little easier for me to make it to my second milestone of ten days of no O. Yeah, I had quite a bit going on and with the lack of sleep, overeating and drinking, it has all kept my libido from boiling over too badly. I did spend several hours looking at porn on my computer though. I pleasured myself a few times a day too, almost going too far. I didn't want to ruin the whole thing or let you all down by letting myself go, so I stopped myself. I also haven't had a chance to sit down and watch any porno movies either, which might prove to be the tipping point. One of my activities this weekend was a wedding. Somehow I've always loved brides. They look so beautiful in their wedding gowns. I imagine the lovely white lingerie that must be underneath that lovely dress. Anyway, at this point, the horniness isn't getting out of hand yet. I can feel a slight tingly feeling in my crotch area though, probably the beginnings of the extreme horniness that awaits me. So, how far do I take this? When should I relieve my lustful load? I'm thinking the two week marker should be the minimum goal for myself. I guess I'll just see where it takes me and decide somewhere on the way.

One Week!

Howdy Readers! How y'all doing? Me? HORNY! Well, hornier than usual anyway, which is pretty dang horny. If you read my last post then you know I'm trying to abstain from a full "O" in order to heighten my libido (as if it needs it). Anyway, today was the first milestone, I made it a week! Woo Hoo! As predicted my libido is already in a heightened state and my thoughts are even more sexual than usual. Today was pretty stressful in other ways and so I really didn't have a chance to do any teasing or pleasing, but yesterday I spent some quality time by myself if ya know what I mean. I've gotta run for now, keep you posted on my progress.

That Deep Down Feeling

Welcome Readers! And how are you all doing? Rolling along just fine I'm sure. I went on a little road trip with some friends for an extended weekend. Sometimes you just need to get away for spell and relax. Things have been pretty hectic for me, so it was really a nice break. Being in close proximity to my friends, I couldn't even think about relieving myself sexually. The result is some pent up sexual energy going on in my body. Ever go through a period when just about everything is turning you on? It's like being really hungry and the mere mention of some food makes your mouth water. I guess I'm an extreme person, because I really like feeling uncontrollably horny. It makes me feel more alive; all my senses seem to be heightened. I walk down the street and imagine what a woman's vagina would taste like, or my neighbor's wife sucking my cock. The imagery is quite vivid in my mind. Or I'll wonder if she ever fantasizes about getting gang banged, or of course what her panty drawer looks like. The problem with being in this state of constant arousal is that I can't really concentrate on the other things around me that need attention. It's a question of balance. Of course cumming on a daily basis can be fantastic as well, but I recommend that men go through one of these abstinent periods of horniness at least two or three times a year to get your sexual mind purified and focused. I'm toying with the idea of edging myself for weeks on end. I can't remember exactly, but in the past I've made it for two months or so without ejaculating. It wasn't easy, I was SO horny. My cock was on red alert. I do bad things when I'm that horny. I'll buy panties for my collection or spend hours looking at porn, when I have important things that need doing. What do you think, should I go for an intense trip and deny full orgasm to myself? Perhaps.