Feeling Great

The Panty of the Day is a Victoria's Secret low rise see through semi boy leg bikini in bright pink, model number 158809-675. These are very light and are made of a nylon and spandex blend. The front is made of a sheer lace material with a flower pattern while the back is a transparent material, but not as sheer as the front lace. It has a lovely seam that goes up the center of the back panel and terminates at the waistband with an embroidered rose. This rose is not the typical type you'd see, but is very well done and detailed, so for that reason, I included an inset photo of it for all you panty worshipers. Also, you can see in the photos the filly fringe material outlining the leg and waist openings. These panties were purchased perhaps a year or two ago and are no longer available.

Today, I want to write about how this blog has affected me personally since I have been posting on a regular basis. I used to feel very ashamed and afraid of my panty compulsions. Afraid mostly because I never wanted anyone to know about it. I guess some part of me felt like a complete weirdo freak. Even though inside I knew that I am a good person at my core and would never harm others and always try to be respectful and thoughtful, I still felt defective in some way. Posting here has been a positive outlet for me and has given me a chance to sort my thoughts and be much clearer about who I am as a whole person. Posting has also taught me not to take panties too seriously either, but instead to enjoy my compulsions and have fun with it like a hobby. Another important aspect of being here has been the comraderie of my fellow panty enthusiasts like Ross, PM and the PFiend. You have taught me that there are lots of normal guys out there who enjoy panties (each in various ways). I guess being a panty freak, I assumed that perhaps I was doomed to be part of a group of losers and wierdos, but the reality is that while there are those kinds of people out there, we as a community are a microcosm of the rest of society as a whole. In other words, there are weirdos, but there are also regular people out there too. I am still shy about being a panty lover, and would never go around telling people about it, but I do feel much better about myself. I thank you faithful readers and fellow panty enthusiasts for making my world a better place.