Mayap Ayabak Readers!  How was your weekend?  Anybody see the eclipse?  I did, pretty cool stuff if you were able to catch it.  Today I thought I'd write a little about balance.  As regular readers of this blog know, I have a pretty strong libido.  In order to keep my mind clear and productive, I need to keep a pretty regular schedule of, umm, self relief if ya know what I mean.  Sometimes, I like to toy with this a bit though to keep things interesting.  The longer I forgo release the more intense it gets when it does happen.  The problem with going too long without release is that my mind starts to get whacky (no pun intended).  I start to get kinkier and kinkier thoughts.  Sometimes this can be a good thing as it makes me explore something new, something I might not have thought to try when my brain was in it's normal state.  The libido really is a second mind and is strong enough to take control of you if you're not careful.  I guess I'm lucky in that my proclivities are not something negative or harmful to others, just playful fun.  Anyway, the longer the periods between release the farther down the rabbit hole I go.  Thinking maybe it's time for a little excursion to horny town; down the tunnel I go!